"just kill me now"

i dont know whats wrong with my life now...
i just want to redo everything if i had done something wrong
everyone that i love, my friends, all of them
we were REAL and now we are FAKE
everybody have their own secrets
secrets about backstabbing between friends. each other
is it me just feel like that ? or it is real?
sometimes i just ignore it, but i cant
its just too real for me...

Im not stupid!

Im not stupid like u guys think, how dare u all lying to me like I'm still a kids! Do u know how hurt it is?! U guys bring back my childhood memory when i was left out from the others , like im the ugly duckling. Why cant u just tell me ? I should realize u all are not my real friends since i met u! Im such a fool to believe on u guys! Its ok! Karma will take place upon u!

Gettin' ready for mid term is sucks !

This week was full of shit happen, i cant stand it anymore.
Hope this will last faster than i thought.
I haven't spend time with my friends for almost two weeks now.
I'm so sorry for that , i hope they understand what i have been through for all this week :)

A WEEK FULL OF ASSIGNMENT.

This week my life is all about assignment, no time to relax, no time to have fun. 

Accounting II assignment @college library 

 I'm trying to go out and spend time with my friends but its really hard to leave my room when I have 3 more assignment to do and 2 of it i have to submit on Monday plus i was late 5 days to submit my statistic assignment. (Damn!!) Thanks God my lecturer was still accept it :3

I'm tired of this kind of life! 

But what can I do right? I have to sacrifice my time to do the assignment, after all is for the good of my own future too. and YES i will do the best to achieve my dream! GOOD LUCK TO ME :)